Thursday, November 15, 2012

Frustrations

I don't know why but lately I just feel like everyone is against me and that everything I do is wrong.  I can't even begin to count how many suppers I have missed because everything blows up and I can't eat after. Stress makes me not hungry at all, most of the time it causes naseua and then the heart rate jump and adrenaline kick in making it just oh so much fun.  I always thought stress and EDS was a bad combo but I know better now, stress and autonomic dysfunction is even worse!  I immediatly think of stuff to post on facebook to relieve stress but that isn't possible anymore because I have my parents and a few of their friends on my friends list and that would just create another fight. Tonight just really got me because everyone in the house was mad at me. The reason - I tried to help K study for his math test tomorrow.  Should be interesting to see what he gets on it :S